hello, cabin fever

[mood: amused]
[music: Spice Girls]

I haven't listened to the Spice Girls since the fifth or sixth grade, whenever they were popular. I really surprised myself by picking this out to listen to. And when the song "Stop" came on, I surprised myself by remembering the words and singing along. Hey, I have a good memory.

Stop right now, thank you very much
I need somebody with a human touch

Ahaha, good times coming back to me. :D

Battle of the Bands

Thursday was so much fun. The BOTB went really well, I think. I'm not actually sure how much money was raised, because i missed the SADD meeting yesterday (oops) but I think we did alright.
The funniest part was going to Wendy's. Katrina went home, got her car, picked Kayla up, came to school, got me Katie and Amanda, and we went to Wendys to pick up food not only for us, but for everyone else staying after to help out. We didn't realize just how much food that was; like about twenty-some orders. We went into Wendy's first because it was supposedly before the rush hour, but only one cash was open, so Kayla and Amanda are ordering, like, ten orders each, and a line was forming. Luckily, no one yelled at us or anything. But the line got so long that me and Katie decided to get our orders through the drive-thru. I had two orders, and Katie just had one, so that didn't take long. What took long was finding a way to fit all the food and drinks into the car around us. We all -except Katrina obviously- had a tray of drinks on our lap, trying desperately to keep them from spilling.
When we got to the highway, there was a police search going on, and Katrina freaked because she's only supposed to have 3 ppl in the car with her, so she pulled into a parking lot and we went back to school by the back roads. The funny thing was that by going by the back roads, we got stuck behind not one, but two tractors, one of which was doing some crazy driving at 30 km/hr. If we had gone through the police search, they probably wouldn't have cared that she had extra ppl in the car, but they probably would have searched through all our Wendy's bags, thinking we had drugs in them, especially seeing as we were all laughing like maniacs.
Of course, when we got back to school, no one cared about our heinous ordeal, they just cared that the food was cold. And in the process of trying to heat her burger up, Sara almost set a microwave on fire because she forgot to take the tinfoil off. Ahh, stress. It makes you do crazy things. Although that's the kind of thing Sara would do anyway...
Anyway, Chara won, which satisfied everyone. And there was a mosh pit on the last song, which freaked out the teachers. So overall, it went quite well, I think.

confusion!

[mood: confused]
[music: Tomorrow - Avril LaVigne]

This song really fits my mood right now. And since I won't be able to express my mood in words, here are the song lyrics:

And I wanna believe you
When you tell me that it'll be ok
Yeah I try to believe you
But I don't

When you say that it's gonna be
It always turns out to be a different way
I try to believe you
Not today

I don't know how I'll feel
Tomorrow, tomorrow
I don't know what to say
Tomorrow, tomorrow is a different day

It's always been up to you
It's turning around it's up to me
I'm gonna do what I have to do
Just don't
Give me a little time
Leave me alone a little while
Maybe it's not too late
Not today

I don't know how I'll feel
Tomorrow, tomorrow
I don't know what to say
Tomorrow, tomorrow is a different day

And I want to believe you
When you tell me that it will be ok
I try to believe you
Not today

It's mostly the first two verses actually that are speaking to me right now. I feel like an idiot for being scared, but I can't help it. I don't know what to do. I'm not even going to explain it because I feel so stupid. Agh! Stupid fear!