falling to pieces :P

[mood: wishing i was a really good singer]
[music: Slipped Away - Avril LaVigne]

Well, I'm back, obviously, as school started again on Tuesday. I really had a good time in Montreal and Kingston. Nothing too exciting, it was just nice. Like, hanging with my grandparents and seeing my other relatives, like my little six year old cousin, it's just really nice. I love my family so much, and I don't get to see them that much, so even just going to a movie with my grandma and my dad was fun for me.
Right now, I'm just sitting here, singing along with Avril LaVigne, and wishing I was really good at singing, just because it's so fun. I don't know if I'd actually want to sing for a living, I just enjoy it a lot. A girl in my school is competing to become Maritime Idol and go on to Canadian Idol, I guess that's why I'm thinking about it. I hope she does good, she deserves to. I don't even know her, I just think she's really talented.
Not much to say, really, except I got an epi-pen last night. Yee freaking hah. It's not really a big deal; it's just the first time i've had an epi-pen, even though i've been allergic ever since i was a little kid. After mom brought it home, i took it to my room, and quietly freaked out. I couldn't even touch it for like twenty minutes. It just gives me the willies, thinking about sticking it in my thigh. I don't like needles. Anyway, so I was crying and kind of freaking out for no reason, really, other than that I now carry a needle around in my purse. Ahahahaha.... No, after I calmed down, I took it out (the needle part is covered and it's in a tube, btw) and looked at it, and read the information leaflet, and stuff, and it's really not scary at all. I don't know what's wrong with me sometimes. Oy.