I need some angry music

[mood: depressed]
[music: Numb - Linkin Park]

I hate feeling like this, depressed. Lately, for no reason at all, I just get into these moods. It's like being in a pit of darkness, with my voice swallowed up so I can't scream. That sounds so melodramatic. It's probably just teenage crap or whatever, but it still sucks. Sometimes, nothing makes me feel better, except going to sleep.
I especially hate it because I have no reason to feel depressed. None at all. Like, nothing's going wrong with me. Tonight, I was at dinner with my family to celebrate Dave's b-day which was yesterday. And it's not like anything happened, except that Stu's going back tomorrow when he just got here on Sunday. I barely had a chance to talk to him, it feels like. And I don't see Dave that much anymore now that he lives downtown, and is training. I just miss them. It's lonely being the only kid.
And also, on Saturday, I lost the ring my grandma sent me for my birthday. I left it on the sink at DQ, and by the time I realized that, five mins. later, someone had taken it. I was so super-pissed at myself.
Anyway, enough emo-ness for now. Hopefully next time, I'll be more chipper.